should probably be studying

I think this is pretty applicable to me right now. Yearlies are three days away and yet I'm sitting here typing up on this long-deserted blog in the hopes that I will somehow be motivated to get off my lazy ass and study. Yeah nah.


I must admit this is probably the first set of exams that I've studied so little for in a while. Studied all holidays for half-yearlies, and now I'm under this impression that nothing I do right now will matter (woe be me when I don't even make the cut for 4unit), so I don't bother doing anything except lazily read through my notes and stalk cute guys online and ebay dresses.


Speaking of which, I need a semi dress. I keep finding new ones which I say that that will definitely be my semi-dress 'OMG DUDE, THIS IS TOTALLY MY SEMI DRESS. I'M SERIOUS THIS TIME' to which many people now reply 'yeah sure. thats what you said last time. and the time before that. and that.'. So maybe I have some commitment/indecision problems. But, aiming to preferably find a nice dress for a reasonable cost, which is an easier-said-than-done job.


My detox diet isn't really working. I promised myself I'd eat healthy and get nice and toned in time for semi-formal, but it just isn't working out. My body seems to be the same ol', and my mind just does not have enough motivation to ignore those juicy, greasy chips. Goodbye toned tummy and size 6/8 dresses.